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| aha i got in with just one try, i still rmb my username and password! :) anyway, it's been ages since i'm here. this always feels like some hole for me to retreat into whenever i want. been slightly more productive today (in terms of hw and rc heeee). finished 1 chem paper, and the 3 other sets of mcqs. i didnt know mcqs can be so toiling. or maybe just cos it's chem. it's especially annoying when you dun really like something yet you have to force yourself to do moderately well in it cos it's impt. worst thing is chem is like, the master of all sciences or smth. without it, you're gone gone gone gone...~ at least it seems so to me. unless you pursue something else like the arts.... which i can't do any better in. perhaps worst. sudden inspirations to type a few lines of melancholy is just natural, doesnt last, and never seems to come in handy during exams.
i realised, how much education has done to me. note, "to" not "for". well, "for", we all know, we learn and get a little smarter every time. "to"... i guess we become overly conscious abt our grades. so much that we really neglect alot of things. sometimes i wonder when i find out what i;m lacking at, and still die die lazy go change the fact, did the external world play a part in moulding such an attitude in me? just by saying how much is being done for us (other than teaching contextual knowledge) doesn't mean how effective things are. ok ok stop. i realised i'm like going to write an arguement alr. no PEEL la, but still, i got my stand!
such a random post. i seemed to have crapped so much i forgot the purpose of coming here. :(
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| btw i moved again, to instant-inspirations.bs. blah like anyone comes here anymore. but still, sometimes it feels good to come to some ulu place again.emptier, quieter, more oxygen to breathe, in a way. i wonder if i;m really not asthmatic sometimes. i probably said it before, i'm getting sick of crowds. but there are still exceptions though. :D xanga is still quite hard to use, as in the html codes. specifically the html codes.
sigh hols are slipping away.
been writing lies(zuowen) for the entire hols. as crayon shin chan would have put it, 说骗话是要下地狱的! oh yeah still need to write letters to an imaginry friend abt an imaginary situation to a imaginary place. worst part is that i'm still not done with these.
how much have i gotten over? there's something called, out of sight, out of mind. yet there is also absence makes the heart fonder. NVM.
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| byebye.
go: midnightcollision.blogspot.com.
i figured out what's wrong.
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| byebye.
go: midnightcollision.blogspot.com
i figured out what's wrong. :D
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| 30 MARCH 2008
i'm so tired. i feel like shutting this thing down. haha, let's not, let's leave it to rot. or maybe just be somewhere to practise typing or something. hahaha, so lame. or maybe just somewhere to fa1 xie4 when i need to. so i somewhat hope i'd never ever have to come here. anywayyyyyyyyyyyy, remind me what i have to do now?
study chem test.
RIGHT,
and i dunno if i can even pass if i study. i think i'm pretty bad at chem this year, no, right now.
got to work harddddddddddddddddd. ):
okay bye :)
ps, i realised that if i dun think, i'd be happier but i can't absorb anything. but then if i think, i'd be unhappier but can absorb like a sponge and remember things. so how? ):
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